A GURU
said to his disciple: "The world is
illusory.
Come away with me." "But revered sir,"
said the
disciple, "my people at home—my father,
my mother,
my wife—love me so much. How can
I give
them up?" The guru said: "No doubt you
now have
this feeling of T and 'mine' and say that
they love
you; but this is all an illusion of your
mind, I
shall teach you a trick, and you will know
whether
they love you truly or not." Saying this, the
teacher
gave the disciple a pill and said to him:
"Swallow
this at home. You will appear to be a
corpse,
but you will not lose consciousness. You
will see
everything and hear everything. Then I
shall come
to your house and gradually you will
regain
your normal state."
The
disciple followed the teacher's instructions and
lay on his
bed like a dead person. The house was
filled
with loud wailing. His mother, his wife, and
the others
lay on the ground weeping bitterly. Just
then a
brahmana entered the house and said to
them,
"What is the matter with you?" "This boy is
dead",
they replied. The brahmana felt the pulse
and said:
"How is that? No, he is not dead. I have a
medicine
that will cure him completely." The joy of
the
relatives was unbounded; it seemed to them
that
heaven itself had come down into their house.
"But",
said the brahmana, "I must tell you
something
else. Another person must take some of
this
medicine first, and then the boy must swallow
the rest.
But the other person will die. I see he has
so many
dear relatives here; one of them will
certainly
agree to take the medicine. I see his wife
and mother
crying bitterly. Surely they will not
hesitate
to take it."
At once
the weeping stopped and all sat quiet. The
mother
said: ''Well, this is a big family: Suppose I
die; then
who will look after the family?" She fell
into a
reflective mood. The wife, who had been
crying a
minute before and bemoaning her ill luck,
said:
"Well he has gone the way of mortals. 1 have
these two
or three young children. Who will look
after them
if I die?"
The
disciple saw everything and heard everything.
He stood
up at once and said to the teacher: "Let
us
go, revered sir. 1 will follow you."